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27th of May, 2008 | 11:42 pm
I feel: blank blank

I can't serenade you with a guitar
Or play the piano
In a complicated sequence
That will melt your heart
And I can't sing for shit
But I'm pretty literate
So I can write about you
All day, till it hurts my wrist
Creating a document
Of an imaginary tryst
A lovers rendezvous
The type that could only exist
In my head
When I’m laying in my bed
Slightly unconscious
Hanging on by a thread
To everything I’m not
Because I think that’s what you want
With a  heart
Heavy like it's made out of lead
I try to be nonchalant
But it keeps playing back
Like a song suck on repeat
Your name comes up in my thoughts
Like subliminal messaging
Inspiring
Unintentional acts of passion
And a chemical reaction
Resulting in an attraction
Now I find that my focus
Is often on the distractions
And that any price is payable
If it means your satisfaction

The fracture makes it's way
Across the landscape
Slowly my heart breaks
Cuz i just can't take
The thought of you becoming nothing but a memory
For me
Just open your eyes and see
That
I
Am
Right here where I’ve always been
Waiting for you
You love to leave and then
Come back again
But what can I do
I’ll never leave your extended hand
With nothing to hold
Even though I know
Down to the details
The events that will unfold
Your love is about as constant as a comet in my life
Consistently coming and going
You got me attentively watching the sky
With telescopic vision
But not a lot much precision
I’m kinda aimlessly looking
And hoping for a collision
Cuz I need you to make an incision
To find out
Why my heart isn't tickin'
Take your stethoscope and listen
For the beat that my inner-chest in missin'
I'm reminiscin
And wishin



The city lights outshine the stars at night
But just because you can’t see them
Doesn’t mean their not there
Shining bright
Just like
My love for you
Just because you can’t see it
Doesn’t mean it’s not true
As sure as the sky goes from black to blue and back
I’ll be there for you
And that’s a fact
I know I lack
Some qualities
You wish
You could say
You see in me
But I’m here on my knees
In my hearts debris
Again
Memories written in ink
From the tip of my pen
Words painting images
From a dream
I dreamt
Of a time called “then”
When I didn’t have to pretend
That these bags under my eyes
Are from something else
Besides long lonely nights
Spent reflecting on myself
Trying to figure out what I did wrong
I wish I could read minds
So this time
I wouldn't have to wait so long
To find out what mistakes where made
And what remedy you need me to create
To sedate your rage
Before you start
Wielding your words
Like a blade
And say something that we'll both regret in later days
because a crush is a phase
but love is forever
but forever can be fairly short
If we don't work at this together
And weather through the endeavors
Everyones telling me that it takes two
to make it to the end of never
So I made a reservation
got a table for you and me
at the beginning of all creation
Don’t worries
There’s no hurry
Baby I got patience
6 years in the makin'
and I’m still waitin’
for you
To realize
What you mean to me


Hearts lay abandoned on the floor
Where they've been landing
As I make more
A pile of failed attempts
to re-create
the one that you stole
If you would just give it back
I promise I wont be mad
Theres just this other thief
And she says that it makes her sad
When she comes to visit me
And I'm locked up in the back
Chipping away at glass
Trying to make her something to steal


I want to be that young boy
Stranger to your eyes
Making your b.p.m rise
Cuz you know
I can see though your disguise
But it’s all right
You secrets are safe with me
That is, until
I incorporate them into my poetry
And our whispers become lyrics
Baby girl I’ll set you free
And at the same time
Make you cherish
The ability to breathe
Because whenever your near me
I'll be taking you breath away


My heart was the pond
And your love was the rock
That disturbed the surface
And skipped over the top
Now the ripples won't stop
And i don't know what to do
Cuz every time one hits the shore
I fall more in love with you

As I sat on the edge of the earth
I saw the place between death and birth
Where truths were scarce
And lies where heard
Don’t you think it’s a bit absurd
That the land for dreams
Would be so ugly when seen
With the naked eye
A place where it seems
As though the days
Are slowly flowing through time
But take a quick glance at your watch
And you'll be distraught to find
That your moving 5 yps
Years Per Second
Or so it seems
When you recall your childhood
And it's like a 10 second dream
Vauge in some places
And vivid in others



I'm gonna recreate creativity with a pen stroke
Hell
You might want to take some notes
As I lyrically defuse you
Manipulate
All the sounds you make
Everyday
Just to confuse you
Reading
Lines designed
To leave butterflies in your chest
And
Rhymes so fine
They’ll send chills down your spine and neck
Just let go
And allow the rhythm to flow
Through your mentality
While it takes you to a place
Void of all reality
And relax
As I unleash
A poetic melody
Brought to life by my visions
A piece of paper and some ink
Now sink
Into a state of consciousness
In which I can invade your mind
And plant this
Revelation
Tactfully
In your imagination
I’m the personification
Of poetic innovation
Filling hearts with devastation
Because they wish
They could write a lyrical sequence that sounds like this
I live for the sensation
That you get
When hit with inspiration
That astounds like this

She was like a falling star
Elegantly lost in the dark
I didn't know where she was landing
But I'd gladly travel that far
If only to learn her name
Something so beautiful has to be
surrounded but tragedy
And a little insane
And thats just the girl I'm looking for
I'm not gonna play any games
I'll be straight to the point
I want a kiss from this dame
In distress

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24th of Apr, 2008 | 02:12 pm

I’m not fluent in the language of love
But you’re speaking it fluently to me
Every single syllable
Slowly setting my heart free

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18th of Apr, 2008 | 06:04 pm

 
She said the frowns I wear so often really don’t match my eyes
That I should bear these pearly whites
That it would be a nice surprise
I know my cautions steps will bring with them a lonely demise
But I keep my heart chained down
I don’t want my hopes getting too high
However I had to give it just 1 foot or two
So that it could at least dream
Of someday reaching you
I tried my best to fix it
With tape and glue
But we all know that love is the only adhesive 
That can make a broken heart work like new

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Why I think it's impossible for you to exist

21st of Mar, 2008 | 01:42 pm

If there was a character
Between A and B
And a multiple of 5
Between 1 and 3
I think you'd be
It's entity
Curing me
With your poison
Designed
To make the blind see
And now that you’ve blessed me
With vision
I can’t stop thinking about your smile
It’s like a flat screen television
Inside my head
And I’m that brain dead guy
Who can’t turn his eyes away
To save his life
Dependant on the image
And the beauty that it portrays
He won’t realize
That she can’t see him
And so he sits for days
Just waits and waits
For her to acknowledge him
And the words that he’ll say

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6th of Jan, 2008 | 10:35 am

Everything looks perfect from far away 

From where I’m standing
Which is pretty far away
You’re more than I could ever imagined
But you know what they say
So I took a few steps closer
To confirm my beliefs
That was my first mistake
Cuz from your head to your feet
You’re perfect
In every single since of the word
Captivated by your smile
Some crazy thoughts occurred
Would it be possible
For me to spend forever in your heart
The void in my chest gets bigger
Whenever we’re apart 

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Picture This

1st of Jan, 2008 | 11:20 am

Picture This

The mattress is on the floor
The candles are lit low
Emitting a glow
That complements the beauty of your soul
You enter from the left
I’m waiting on the right
Left speechless by
The way your eyes
Reflect the moonlight
I’m trying not to stare
My eyes fixated on the hard wood floor
While I tell you how I want to explore
Every inch of your body
And every mile of your mind
I ask you “Is it a crime
That I want you to be mine?”
You answer with a smile
Followed by a kiss
And from that moment I know
You and I were meant to lock lips
Then I break the shield
Of amity that I built
And Tattoo your name
On my metaphorical heart
An act of devotion
As I caress your emotions
Drinking that sweet yet venomous potion
Most commonly known as love
It burns the back of my throat
As I down every last drop
Sweet with a bite
I clench my teeth and shake it off
Now the second hand is moving
Just a little bit slower
And the mood needs to be set
Just a little bit lower
Before I can get you
To drop your guard
I’m still trying to figure out
If I have all the right cards
Sweet talk
We talk
For what seems like days
Into the night
And through the night
Now I’m lost in your gaze
I want to romance you
Get you lost in a maze
Of soft spoken secrets
That will set your heart ablaze
And as my heart rate quickens
I can feel myself slippin
I’m trippin
Over my words
Grippin
For nouns and verbs
Observe
How I take her hand
And put it on my chest
So she can feel the effects
Of my heart under the stress
Of a love sick intellect
Indirectly affected
By her love for me
A simple kiss brought me to my knees
And eased the pain
Just for a quick
Touch of the lips
And my hearts been stained
By her kiss
It’s kinda hard to explain
Now I’m caught up in a bliss
The equivalent
Of being kissed in the rain
Then she says those three words
I’ve been waiting for all night
As we’re walking to my car
In the warmth of the morning light
Without a moments hesitation
And much to her delight
I say them back to her
Add a “too”
And so ignites
The flame of desire
Which, over time, will inspire
A longing for this girl
Whom I admire
My hands are on her lower back
And she keeps glancing at my lips
She wraps her arms around my neck
As I lean in to deliver a kiss
The likes
Of which
The world has never seen
Unequaled even by the ones
She’s seen on the big screen
Then I say in a whisper
“I’ve got to go...”
She says
“I know.”
But her eyes were begging me to slow my roll
Next thing I know
I’m in the car
Staring through the window
And our souls feel so far apart
And my heart
It’s singing this song
Now that she’s not near
It has a melancholy beat with a hint of fear
But if you listen closely
Then you might hear
The little bit of regret
That’s ringing through my ears
I should have asked for one more kiss
But deep inside I know
I’d still be feeling like this
Like something’s amiss
Absent
In the abyss
Of my existence
I can see her smiling
Blowing a kiss
In the distance
As I drive away
Working against
My hearts resistance
Every second that passes by
Is an instant
In which I long to look into her eyes
The place where beauty is defined
In every language and rhyme
So until next time
She’ll be on my mind
We may be miles apart
But our hearts are intertwined
Aligned like and eclipse
The perfect mix
Of solar and lunar
I just wish I would have told her sooner
So we could have spent
A little bit more of eternity together
Letting the beat of our hearts
Collaborate
Until forever
Completes a few cycles
Around this cosmos
That never ends
My love for her transcends
The tangible
The visible
Straight to the place
Where time and space begins
It’s an attraction of souls
The other half to my whole
The rightful owner of the heart that I stole
Someday will own the world
Courtesy of yours truly
Right now I don’t have the funds
So hopefully she’ll settle for me
Because she alone
Is the only one
That can set these words free
Giving me
A necessary amount
Of Ell Oh Vee Eee

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Beautiful is an understatement

1st of Jan, 2008 | 11:18 am

Your beauty can’t be described
By any human terminology
Unimaginable
If you're real
Then you're a miracle of biology
The way you think
Goes against all kinds of physiology
You’re unique
And that’s why
It’s hard to describe
What I see
But I tried when I said
You’re more beautiful than the lights
Of the sun slowly growing
And more stunning than the sight
Of the full moon gently glowing
I’m not lying
Or just trying
To rhyme
Your beauty is unmatched
And I think this every time
I see your smile; which is the loveliest I’ve ever come by
Or look into your enchanting eyes
It’s like seeing the stars shine
In the midnight sky
But your outer beauty is only half
Of what I’m trying to describe
Your personality
And mind
They got me blind
To the existence of any other female in this world
But when you’re eyes are aligned with mine
I can clearly see
That you’re the one and only
The only one for me
These rhymes are for you
My muse
My inspiration
The breath in my prayers
My body’s weak
With anticipation
Of that sweet
Thing
You call a kiss
Of that sweet
Thing
That I call bliss
It’s
Unconceivable
The way you make me feel
One morning I woke up
And could have sworn it wasn’t real
Because
“You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off of you
You’d be like heaven to touch
I want to hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank god I’m alive
You’re just too good to be true
I can’t take my eyes off of you”
If you set fire
To the whole entire world
You would have a spark
Compared to the flame of desire
That burns in my heart for this girl
With her each second is like an hour
And each hour is like a day
Yet each day is still not long enough
Through the night I lay awake
I was waiting for this moment
Planning it all out in my head
How I’ll take your breath away
With every single word that’s read
Between heaven and earth
That’s where I met you
A little cliché
I’ll admit
But it’s true
You’re a supernatural girl
With a supernatural mind
A rare and unique pearl
The only one of it’s kind
That I've
Stumbled across by chance
In the vast sands of time
Now I’m
Counting the days
Until you say
“He’s mine.”

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Hypothetically Speaking

1st of Jan, 2008 | 11:16 am

Come with me
I’ll show you colors your never seen
Take you to places
You've only been to in your dreams
Speed up time
So you can watch a rose
Grow and bloom
Steal the stars from the sky
So you can put them in your room
I’ll
Lay with you on the clouds
And watch the moon disappear
As the sunrise begins
Then we’ll
Make our way back to earth
Where I’ll hold you in my arms
For hours on end
Because the first time
I felt your lips pressed against mine
Was the first time I tasted bliss
And ever sense
Its been on my mind
You carved your name into my heart
And left your mark
On my soul
So I’m gonna
Keep driving and striving
Toward my goal
To
Live and die
With you by my side
I don’t think I could make it
Without the love that you provide
Your love is the drug
That calms my addiction
Snatching me from my world
Throwing me into one of fiction
Blinded by euphoria
You are the only one on my mind
Every moment spent with you
Is a moment spent out of space and time
Simply put
My heart and mind have come to a conclusion
Although it’s too good to be true, this love is no illusion

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Ms. Green Eyes

1st of Jan, 2008 | 11:04 am
I feel: hungry hungry

Her beauty
It never ceases to amaze
She’s got me hypnotized
Left in a daze
Searching for the key to her heart
Trying to earn her praise
Fascinated by her style
But intrigued by her “ways”
The way she thinks
The way she talks
The way she sends electronic shocks
Through out my brain
My heart races
Every time I hear her name
My knees get weak
Every time she speaks to me
These feelings I have for her
I can’t contain or explain
She’s got me daydreaming
Of kissing her in the rain
Am I the only one with these thoughts?
Or have I simply gone insane
Although this possibility
Is more likely than not
I have to maintain
A positive train
Of thinking
Of thought
It’s just.... she’s on my mind a lot
So beautiful
It should be a felony
Her voice
Like a melody
And I can’t wait to see
Her enchanting green eyes
Not only does she give me
A natural high
But like a plain taking off
She makes my heart rise
I feel like I am Superman
Not even limited by the skies
In other words
It’s my life she has sensationalized
This girl
She’s intellectual
Stunning
And incredible
Pigs are flying
While hell freezes over
Every time she’s in my arms
But why
Why can't I stand to see her cry
Why is it so hard just to say good-bye
Why do I feel obligated to provide
To supply
Every single one
Of her wants and needs
It’s not a crush
Way past infatuation
What could inspire
Such dedication
Is it
It is
A simple four-letter word
That can bring great pain or happiness
Just from being heard
Love
I seem to have fallen in it with her
And yes
I am 100% sure
There is no maybe
Kinda
Possibly
Or perhaps
I’m in love
And together
We’ll scale the world without maps.

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6 Poems

1st of Jan, 2008 | 10:15 am
I feel: hungry hungry

First Star I See Tonight

I’ve tried the wells
Held my breath through the longest tunnels
The dandelions
And even the stars
Once I think I even wished upon a mars
My wish is always the same
And the outcome is to
Every wish I for your love
But they never comes true
A countless amount of pennies
Thrown into fountains, so many
Wished on each star at least twice
And asked an 8-ball looking device
If you'll ever be mine
Or if we’ll always be “Just Friends”
The only answer that I liked was
“Really hazy, try again.”
And every time I find an eyelash
On the tip of my finger
I blow it off
Make my wish
And cling to the hope that still lingers



Where is paradise?

I see it in her eyes
Her truths
Her lies
Under her disguise
I see it, paradise
Always one inch away from my fingertips
No matter how hard I try
I can’t seem to get a grip
I also saw it in her smile
The one that tells me that it’s all worthwhile
In this paradise I want to be exiled
Simply because
It’s the reflection of perfection
Nothings ever felt so right
It’s given me an infection
A fever my body’s not trying to fight
Oh, You’ll never believe this
I felt it in her kiss
A mind-blowing bliss
What did I do to deserve this?
I wish I knew
I’d damn sure do it again
I tried to count the seconds
1...2...
Then everything when askew
All I could think about was that moment
And all I could see was “it”
In her eyes
Her truths
Her lies
Under her disguise
Now I'm just living
In what I wish was paradise



Life, it ain't easy

You can scream and yell all you want
It won’t undo what’s now carved in stone
Shed the tears your trying so hard to hide
Don’t worry
You’re not alone
I know how it feels
When someone you love
Goes into the unknown
Still, you have to be strong
And try to pull through this emotional cyclone
Life keeps coming
Despite the fact
That, right now, you don't want it too
And I realize that the one who's gone
Is the only one that can comfort you
But now is the time to celebrate their life
Not to sulk in the fact that it’s done
Because although their life is over
Their new journey has just begun
And I'm sure they're smiling now
Saying, “look how much you've grown.”
So don't forget to smile back
Let them know your heart is their new home
Now come on out of your shell
There’s a whole world for you to see
And I'll be with you every step of the way
That’s my lifetime guarantee



Fate has a funny way of doing things

All it took was one kiss
And one goodbye
To make her realize
That she's been looking for true love
When it was right in front of her eyes
She called it a friendship
But secretly knew that it was much more
Now overcome with emotions
She can no longer ignore
Unable to turn a blind eye
To the fact that she made a mistake
She calls out "Want to go see a movie?"
But all she gets is "It's too late"
He closes the door
He couldn't dare ask her to wait
Because she was the one who told him
That you can't change fate
15 years have past
Over 5 thousand days without seeing her "friend"
The only boy
To make her heart
Not break
But bend

(for those of you who don't like sad endings)

That's 15 years a regret
Over 5 thousand days of pain
So you wouldn't believe
How happy she was
The day they met on the train
It was like a movie scene brought to life
He wasn’t gonna stand by and watch her slip through his fingers again
His mind was racing
Thinking of ways to persuade her to be his wife
And trying really hard
To do something
Besides sit there and grin
All it took was one kiss
And one hello
To make him realize
That he made a mistake
In letting her go
So her said “I promise to stay by your side.”



Pros and Cons

Guy:
Patience now
That’s all that you need
I can see that you’re hurting and need time to breath
But you have to keep moving and leave me behind
With me out of the picture you’ll be more refined
And you can find that man who can give you the world
All I can give are my rhymes, but you’ll always be my girl
Girl:
Patience now
You say that’s all that I need
My hearts hurting so and I need time to breath
But we have to keep moving
I wont leave you behind
Fuck what everyone tells us
I’m yours and your mine
Just give me a kiss and we’ll shrug off the world
All I want are your rhymes
And to always be your girl
Guy:
You say that now
But you’ll soon realize
That I’m holding you back
Then you’ll say your goodbyes
So lets just do it now
You’re too good for me
You deserve a man who can get on one knee
For now, I have to stay standing
So I can build a life
I’ll just keep on dreaming that dream
The one when you become my wife
Girl:
I’ll say it forever
You’re the one that I adore
From the tip of my fingers
Down into my very core
We don’t have to get married
And I don’t need a ring
There’s no way you could hold my back
In fact you’re my wings
Let me help you stand
And together we’ll build a life
Free of all the stuff we hate
And all things that cause us strife



The epitome of grace

I'm a victim of seduction
The way she's movin'
It's got me lustin'
She's turning me on
With the way she's thrusting
Her hips
And licking her lips

It's almost sinister
The way she's dancing
And every time
She catches me glancing
I get teased for romancing
With a charismatic smile

She's singing a beautiful song with her body
And it's slowly but surely
Killing me softly
Now I’m under her trance
And she knows she's got me
In a benevolent kind of way

She’s like chocolate to the eyes
The rain that cools off my July
And after a while
I realize
That she’s advancing in my direction

Looking into my eyes
She moves her lips
To form the word “hello.”
Lost in her eyes
I can’t speak
And all I can think is whoa

I’ve only just met her today
And from my thoughts
She has not strayed
And it’s hard to believe
But I feel I can say
That this is more than infatuation

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